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You know, i had this nice long thing typed out. Then i realized, i never even really said anything. I was just rambling. I like to ramble. It passes the time. I learned some stuff this week I would have rather not ever known. I think this is it for this little blirb. So, let's summarize this all with a quote. I think I'm going to end with Bible quotes. It's my favorite book right now. Then again, all books are my favorite while I'm reading them. They don't become any less important when I read a different book, they're all just amazing in their own way. I know a lot of people would disagree and possible get angry over that statement, but that's their problem. I'm tired of trying to make everyone better. I tried, and I got my face bitten off. quite literally. So yes, back to my little ending, summarizing quote.
For in much wisdom is much grief; and he who increases knowledge increases sorrow.
Ecclesiastes 1:18
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[10:37pmSundayJuly3rd2005] |
that's great :) I'm totally and completly not sexy too. :-p
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[11:12pmFridayJune10th2005] |
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. |
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
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| First day of Summer... |
[9:08pmFridayJune10th2005] |
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So today I woke up...got in the shower, and was planning to walk up to Shannon's to drop off my Xbox for Sean. But, I started feeling weird about the whole thing when I was about ready to walk out the door. I hadn't really been invited to hang out with Shannon, Anthony, Sean, and Zack today, so I decided not to go. I was just going to drop off the Xbox tomorrow or something for Sean. Maybe if I had gone, my day wouldn't have gone so badly. :-/
So then when I decided not to go, my mom suggested I go see a movie with her and my brother. We went and saw Mr. and Mrs. Smith, and it wasn't too bad. A little too much sex stuff going on, but it was funny. Shannon called me during the movie, and I thought maybe it was to hang out. :) But she just needed Jonathan's number...
So then I came home and sort of...sat. I think I called Zack? Not too sure on that one. So then my mom suggested I go up to the baseball field with her and I did. It wasn't too much fun though, so I walked on home. Called Zack, he was still at Shannon's, so we didn't get to hang out.
Then I came home and cried. I admit. I came home, and cried. Then I cried some more. Then my parents left, and I started walking up Magnolia, and started crying again.
Then! One good thing of the whole day. Sat down on the sidewalk, and watched the cars go by. It was nice. Just sitting there, not worrking about anything, not thinking of anything, just...sitting and watching. Then I came home and waited for Sean to get here.
So Zack, Sean, and Shannon come bounding into my living room, and took my Xbox, then they left to go to Sean's house.
And now I'm sitting here, re-reading my writings, and realizing, I'm throwing myself a hige pity party. Wow. I'm really sorry if you read all of that. It's how I feel, but it's still sort of...pathetic? lol. And as I type these words, I'm starting to realize that I'm in a good mood. So my friends hung out without me...there're still plenty days of summer for us to hang out, right?
I'm in a much better mood now. :)
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[7:32pmMondayMay23rd2005] |
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It's almost summer. :)
Heck yes.
So not much as been going on. Drama party at my house last Saturday, was fun. Jonathan and I talked about summer plans for the drama club, and plans for next year. I really hope he gets president next year. :) He's amazing.
So, tomorrow's a min. day. :) I might be going to Balboa park with Vickie, Robert, and Sean. Should be lots of fun. :)
I've decided what I want to do when I get older.
+Be a highschool drama/english teacher
+Make independent films. Don't necessarily have to bring in money, just something fun and creative to do.
+During the summer I plan on traveling LOADS.
+Live in a small appartment with my one dog
So there we go, plans for the future. :)
Ask me 5 questions. They can be anonymous, or whatever. But ask them and I will answer 100% honestly. :)
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[9:18pmMondayMay9th2005] |
I'm proud of myself. :)
This is a nice feeling.
I hope you understand though. I want it to be special, you know? It seems too...routine. So...yeah. My reasons. :)
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[11:53pmSaturdayMay7th2005] |
Pictures from the show will come in the morning.
( Until then... )
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[3:30pmFridayMay6th2005] |
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I always feel weird when I attempt to update these. Rachel's is always interesting with fun pictures and crazy stories, Sean is an amazing writer, and is like..wow. Those are really the only LJs I read...And then there's mine. No great words, no fantastic friends of which to speak of. Sometimes Zack and I have something to talk about, but I really feel those times are gone. It's really sad when I leave the drama room every day after school when Sean leaves, just because Sean usually isn't talk about D&D with the guys and he talks to me. So when he leaves, it's either D&D talk (which I don't do so it makes it hard to carry a convo), or go home...So I choose home. :-/ I really miss the fearsome threesome. AKA: Zack, Patrick, and me. People used to BEG us to hang out with all three of us, because we had the coolest times...and now...I haven't hung out with Patrick AND Zack in....a while.
Everyone used to tell us,"You guys won't last. You don't make your real friends until college." We were out to prove them wrong. Turns out, we proved them right.
But on a lighter note, I'm glad things are better between me and sean now. :) At least, I hope they're better now...
They're better, right?
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[9:52pmFridayApril15th2005] |
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[7:27pmTuesdayMarch29th2005] |
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Had a fun day
Went to Sean's house
Watched a movie
Played Halo, sucked at it, but I got sort of better
Watched funny stuff on the computer
There was my day in a modified version. A very, very modified version.
Because I can't talk about anything else...that'd be against those unspoken, undiscussed rules you made up.
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[4:51pmMondayMarch28th2005] |
Go for it :)
What Would You do if...
I cried:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I was hospitalized:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:
What Do You Think Of My...
Personality:
Eyes:
Voice:
Humor:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Friends:
Decisions:
Would You...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Love me:
Makeout with me:
Hold me in times of need:
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[9:57pmFridayMarch25th2005] |
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So yeah...parentals are going out tomorrow. :)
I'm excited. Might invite some people over. :)
The end.
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[10:15amWednesdayMarch23rd2005] |
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mmm. :) Last night was fun.
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[7:43pmMondayMarch21st2005] |
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Rachel gave me her lj layout. :) She's the coolest EVER. :-D
Uhm...today was fun. Sat around, did VERY little. Uhm...so yeah. wow, I thought I was going to have a lot more to say than this. Guess not. :)
I don't want to do this again....
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[9:00pmSundayMarch20th2005] |
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So, there's a movie night at my house on Tuesday. Let me know if you want to come. Not sure what movie.:-p
boy do I miss you...
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[3:40pmSaturdayMarch19th2005] |
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So yeah...:)
Went over to Sean's last night, that was nifty. We were supposed to be there at like 7, but Vicky was just a TAD late picking me up...:-/ Felt sort of bad for that. I don't like being late. So anyway, we got there at like 7:30, and we started watching Monty Python and the Holy Grail. 'Cept the movie skipped like 3 scenes, and then we watched them at the end. :-p Sean's dad went and got pizza, but I wasn't hungry so I didn't eat any. Then we started Rat Race. Funnnnnny movie. haha, and then halfway through it, Sean's laying on the ground and Bryce just smacks him on the stomach. lol. He thought Sean was sleeping so he was going to wake him up...but he wasn't sleeping. It was pretty funny. but Sean seemed a little mad. Then we watched the Spanish video I edited for Vicky, and that was entertaining. Minus the fact that it didn't play the ending. :( OHHHH WELL. So then...we sat for like 2 minutes, and then me, Vicky, and Lisa all left. Said bye to Bryce, because I'll probably never see him again. Which is sort of sad...I didn't really know him that well, but still. He was spiffy. And he's Sean's best friend, so Sean will miss him.
So then Kaity left, and me, vicky, and lisa all drove home listening to Pat Benetar. Through the whole ride home though, Lisa just kept SCREAMING. Like, at random intervals! And it would freak Vicky out, and I thought we were going to die. Luckily, we didn't. We made it all the way to my house in one piece. YES. It was like midnight when I got home though, and I told my mum I'd be home around 11. She wasn't mad though, but she looked really tired. :-/
So yeah, that was my night. :) nifty, huh?
Anyone up for hanging out today??? I know you're all just dying to.
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[7:07amTuesdayMarch15th2005] |
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( Booooored. )
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[10:55amSundayMarch13th2005] |
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| Still all awesomelike from this weekend!!! |
[4:33pmTuesdayFebruary22nd2005] |
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"Superfan"-Fanmail |
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So yeah, just wanted to see how things are going, shtuff like that. :) I'm excited for this Thursday!!! HOPEFULLY, I'm going to go see You Can't Take it With You with at least Sean and Vickie. Kick-butt awesome play. So yeah...not much else to say...:-p Have an awesome day everyone!
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